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22/09/2010 20:12
I'd reeeeally love that.
But they seem to say i can't.
Seems like it isn't given to everyone to have somebody to grow old with.
Well i've been growing old for over 30 years now, and Prince Charming hasn't yet banged at my door. Not that i haven't been looking for him either. I've almost been all around the world, and yet here i am, back at the beginning. Alone.
Well, What the Hell.
They've made me cry the men i've let in these last few years.
I don't want to cry anymore.
Today i have decided it must change.
To make the change, is easy, you need, first of all, to want it.
Second of all, you need to be busy so as not to let your mind wander away and get lost into the blues. The loneliness.
Here i'm going to be mean. To be rude. Because i need to get stronger and release the anger inside me. I am going to be harsh on life and those who make it harder for me. I'll let it out.
Life doesn't want me to be happy with a family of my own? Maybe i have other things to do. Other things not including watching all my friends get married and give birth, and keep crying over it all.
No. This has go to stop. I can be happy if i give myself the means to.
I'm going to work at it even if it's hard. Even if sometimes i feel like giving up because, not having anyone around to give you affection, love and a shoulder to cry on, it's heavy at night when you've had a bad day.
After a hard night comes a new day.
After a tear comes a smile.
Come on, there's much more to life, than watching other people live it.
Let's get to work, make projects, move forward, keep dreaming and a smily face :o)
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